Having made the choice to come to Philly is an integral pat of who you are - the choice IS you.

If you happened not to make that one, you would have made a parallel one that would have given you as many blessings because that’s who you are. Everything you’ve written is that you’ll take risky options that appeal to you, but still sensibly and not just for the sake of taking them. And when you take a risk that doesn’t pan out (which it sounds like the current job is), you learn from it but still do not hide from risks.

It sounds like for the choices you’ve made, there are few you’d unmake and you tend to find value even in the ones you might.