calmer now

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An amazing beach
An amazing beach,
originally uploaded by Marusula.

Sorry about last night’s post, I’m doing better today. I feel like I’ve regained my equilibrium, perspective and my faith that I am having and will continue to have a good life. I forget sometimes how much power I have in creating my outlook, and so when my rosy view began to shift into something blacker, I waited for something from outside of me to come along and grab me before I slide into the mud puddle. Nothing and no one came, so I slipped into the murky waters for a bit, railing at the universe for not keeping me out of the muck, forgetting that in that moment, I could have saved myself.

I woke up today, one foot still in the mud puddle. I shook it off as I hopped in the shower, and by the time my physical body was clean, my psychic one was refreshed as well. And I’m going to do my best to keep it that way.

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