I’m feeling neither creative or particularly interesting these days. I’ve been going through a period where I’ve needed a lot of sleep, and haven’t wanted to do much. A friend asked me recently if I thought I was depressed, and I thought about it for a minute before I responded that I’m neither sad nor depressed. I’m simply feeling kind of quiet. I’m calling it my emotional growth spurt of 2006. I’ve actually been feeling like I’m preparing for something new, maybe a change in the way my life functions. All these thoughts had been percolating for sometime when I went to read my Free Will Astrology horoscope today. It said:
I once knew a psychic who worked with people in comas. He contacted their spirits, which were wandering in limbo between this world and the next, and tried to convince them to either fully return to their bodies or else let their bodies die and formally exit to the other side. The task you now face is nowhere as dramatically life-and-death as that, Taurus, but it’s comparable in a sense: Being neither here nor there is a futile state that you shouldn’t continue to accept. Do what’s necessary to make the knotty choice with as much grace as possible.
I’m not exactly sure what the choice is, but I’m ready to make it.